Am i doing the rite choice???

i dont know the choice that im doing rite now is correct or not...but one thing that i can be sure that is im much more happier rite now compare to last time..it is really hard for me to make this decision...i choose to leave u because i really i dont know wat can i do...i need u at the same time i also need her...so im sorry!i know is not fair to u but i really dont know wat to do...my tears keep dropping every single night before i sleep...no one know...and i think and think i cannot let thing continue like this so end up i choose to leave u and give myself sometime...but after facing all this thing i learn lot lot of thing...the life i have now is much more happier because i dont have to suffer and struggle like hell every night...thank you for ur care,thanks for ur care,thanks for everything!thank you!